I think I need help..
I'm getting sad again. I don't see it coming; I'm sitting in my room watching TV like always, and I just want to cry. I want to cry til my eyes won't open anymore. I want it out, if I go through the sobbing til I can't breath anymore, maybe I won't have to feel that way ever again.
I wish it was that simple.
I don't know what's wrong with me, I should be ecstatic to have the life that I do & I'm very grateful for everything I've been blessed with. There's something missing though, I don't want to wait for it to be filled. Why can't I feel like a whole, happy person right now?
Looking for someone to make me happy is a failure, the more I mess around the worse I feel about myself..I don't want to give myself away, I want someone to tell me I'm worth waiting for..that won't cheat on me, treat me with REAL respect, and who will love me until the day we die. The genuine people are taken or wasting their time with jerks that don't deserve them.
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Heartbroken & always lonely.
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